Forgiveness is about ending a time-loop, not correcting a timeline
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When you close a time-loop it is like ending an old life that never resonates again. You may even forget, years later, that you ever met that person place or thing. Time-loop closures are akin to amnesia because a piece of you THAT WAS NEVER REALLY YOU is breaking away completely.
Forgiveness is paramount to ending a particular pattern, aka time-loop. Without the art and act of forgiveness, we forever repeat the initial injury and create along with it additional schisms in that same timeline that loop into the present - yet never close.
And with each new injury comes more shattered glass; hitting pieces of your spirit and further fragmenting the parts of you that desperately want to heal.
Forgiveness is for the injured not the injurer. Please read my article here to understand more. In the act of forgiveness we release the initial injury instead of trying to solve it through new ones. Most people get psychologically hence spiritually caught when trying to forgive, because the brain is wired to “solve” things and “figure them out”. This article is not about that. But THIS other (free) article sort of is.
Time-loops end when we realize we do not need to correct the original timeline which contains the injury - for only God can do that. But we CAN close the time-loop through forgiveness which gives God a clear opportunity (through our act of grace) to finally address the original timeline hence put a stop to the injury that has likely become an addiction.
We lack forgiveness because we desire to “fix” an injury, which is an offense to God. Pride is the gateway for deception, which invites the devil in all his costumes and forms to trick us into believing that “this time” we can correct the timeline! The difference between a timeline being cleared (again, only God can do this one) and closing a time-loop is we finally surrender to the original injury and admit that it happened. You might be thinking “I ALREADY KNOW IT HAPPENED!!!!! OF COURSE I ADMIT IT!!!!!”.
If you truly could admit that it happened, though, you would be ready to move on. The reason the time-loop is in place, in the first place, is because you aren’t ready to move on. Which means you can’t admit what happened. You are resisting some sort of pain, reality, or self-betrayal (which is unfortunately common in occurrences of child abuse when the child is briefly conscious of the fact that they MUST betray their mind, body or spirit to stay alive, and then blames themself uncontrollably years later).
When you fully admit what happened, how time was stolen from you, and how many years you’ve been perpetuating said time-loop because you desperately want to fix it (but this is impossible), you can forgive. This offering to God gives him clearance to work on the timeline itself, and of course close the time-loop through your grace…and this is when things really change.
Once upon a time I was reflecting upon my very first boyfriend, who was the proper kind in every single way. I was 15 and he was 17 nearly 18. Who he was and the way he courted me was a benchmark I held in my mind, body and spirit for what felt like a lifetime. He was “the” ultimate man, the one I would ultimately measure every man against. Unfortunately, this gift from God was robbed from me in an atrocious way that was beyond my control. I spent years trying to overcome this great trauma and loss, but I never forgot what God showed me in him. And as I stood in my kitchen during this once upon a time moment, I had a “come to Jesus” moment about it. I knew it was the one event that I’d suffered over for so long, and I longed for the purity and innocence of that relationship that I felt we both deserved to experience forever (If you’re wondering, no, he didn’t hurt me in any way). So I decided to admit to myself and God aloud, what God of course already knew: the injury from that loss, which was beyond my control, was something I needed to forgive GOD for. Because every man I met after him, was but a fraction of his being. His stature. His morale. His intellect. His goals. His dreams. And because of that, I unconsciously punished myself by seeking fractions of him in one category but never more than one. I felt I was to blame for what happened, and instead of surrendering this great pain to God, and forgiving this pain, I re-enacted that pain in different ways. So that I could control the loss, each time. That way, I was never able to lose something so precious again.
Loss, of all sorts, including death or loss that would resemble such, is a hard pill to swallow. Time-loops are not just about betrayal, but about other things, too. Sometimes we need to forgive God, so that we can forgive ourselves. Pain will block our spirit from seeing clearly and until that pain is faced we are in a loop that will not close. But when that loop closes, your life can begin again in said category - as if the entire amount of time you were looping ceases to exist. You may not remember certain parts of your life, and frankly God and His angels are adept at assisting you with proper amnesia. This is when the actual timeline can start to be mended, in whichever way God decides.
Once the time-loop closes, you may find yourself with the desired person, place or thing you had before the injury that fragmented your spirit in the first place. Since God energy is eternal, once that timeline is mended it is as if none of it ever happened. I know that sounds insane, and I don’t care. If you’ve experienced this, you know it is true.
We all look to God (or the God of our understanding - because we look to SOMETHING) to give us the ability to understand hence close a time-loop, because we have all been injured at some point. Sometimes God is the injurer, as he allows Satan to take all sorts of things from us for reasons only He knows. And as I’ve said in countless other articles about various processes of the psycho-spiritual human condition and incarnate process, He says when, why and who; the only thing we can do is the work…to keep showing up.
Faith is the X factor in obtaining the loop closure - because in order to do that, we must allow The Holy Spirit in to direct all our thoughts and actions. It is only then we can face the truth, however ugly or glorious it may be. We may pray for this courage and grace, and we may or may not get it - for that part is up to God also. But if you make it to forgiveness, by the grace of God, you WILL close that time-loop; and when you do so, you will never re-injure the same part of your spirit.
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